Sick again

So last night I woke up at like 2 in the morning feeling like death and barely made it to the bathroom to unwillingly dispose of everything that was in my stomach. Throwing up is like my biggest fear, it´s so disgusting...I hate it more than anything so I had lots of fun last night. It´s times like those when I just want to be at home in my own bed.

I showed my host mom my magazines like US and People and she was all into it...she said they have magazines like that too. She keep calling Britney Spears really gross looking and kept asking me why she looks so bad haha.

Things are good here...I´m really happy here but I wish I could eat more of the food without being disgusted or getting sick. I´ve been shopping a lot... it´s such a bad habit. It´s better than doing drugs or something I guess?? Whatever. I´m starting to get bored with having a daily routine though...I need to start doing different things because once I get used to something I get bored really easily.

I miss my little babyyy Sophie sooo much! I can´t wait to get back and see her...I don´t know what I´m going to do if I ever have children...I´m already crazy with dogs. I miss my family and friends too!

Tchau